Saturday, July 24, 2010

You want my future, you can't have it.

Shape shifting occurs under a curse or a spell. Heart shifting occurs under the influence of people.

The reason why I left, I'm sure is known public. I know dissapointment happens. It happens to everyone of us. I still remember when we were in the noughties, it was almost a difficult part of life i've to endure. The heartaches, the dissapointments, the piety moments, the darkness, the drunkness, the sleepless nights, the drugs, the fags, the impulses, the crying, now the crying, it was a torture. The sickness, the pity, the sadness, the frustrations, the revenge, the shield, the fuck-ed up moments, the I need to be strong moments, the I so hate guys right now moments, the friday moments, the saturday nights, the anger, now the anger was overwhelming. The didn't give a damn moments, the down moments. Then Happiness came, Then happiness went. Then happiness comes again, but to no where. How can I live with that? If I were to continue, all of the above mention will occur again.

I need a change, I don't need all this.

I need to live up to my quote of " Yesterday I was weaker than today and tomorrrow I shall be stronger than ever.."

I need this, You know I need this. Badly.

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