Sick & Sicker

Went to school today, feel so sick i couldn't even walk properly...I thought the world was trying to play tricks with my vision...I was having heartburns i thought the sun rays penetrated through my chest...

Arrive at the sch library and listen to a redundant talk by the school librarians...my heart keep on chanting "come on already!".."come on already!"....and the lecture...i feel so shag i just want to go home... and the freaking thing is that i thought i got no class tomorrow but i freaking starting project management! The book is tremendously heavy that i swear u can kill a mocking bird with it... maybe just a mocked up bird...

Pop in a panadol with the extra kick to it... Feel like throwing up the piece of chicken part i ate...

The change is for myself and never for anyone else...I'm not Holy...and can everyone please stop being a pessimist....Damn!

Love's wound...

2nd day of the Ramadhan now...Alhamdulillah..everything is quite alright...

just one though, the wound..the fresh wound,though covered with dry blood...

Peeling pieces of it bit by bit...

Missing, just missing...

Missing the things we always do...

The jokes we shared, the straw game...

i really miss the straw game...

the Love?

just like a half empty jar, waiting for the heat to evaporate the other half...

slowly vanishing into thin air...

New Love?

Can someone please fill the freaking jar back again???

Well... i hope someone will...

I'm sorry but i guess we were not meant to be...

Photo credit flickr.com

Sajak lama..Bertemu alam baru..

A "sajak" i wrote for my friend during secondary school..


Purnama mengembang aruskan waktu...
kita bertemu berarah satu...
mengenali hidup,menimba ilmu...

Kau...Aku... telah lalu banyak liku...
Yang manis bagai madu..
Yang pahit tetap dikenang selalu...

Rahsiamu...Rahsiaku...
Rahsiaku...Rahsiamu...
Biar ia menjadi rahsia diri...
Di dalam ia kekal abadi...

Saat kita pergi...
Arah yang mungkin tidak seiringan lagi...
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