My "bimbotic" work

Well just finished my semestral exam. FYP next...life is effin hard nowadays...going for that scholarship though..enjoy my "bimbotic" works...

"Model"

The Lounge

The internet booth

The "bunk-beds"

*i'm still trying to post my trip pictures...hold on a bit more yeah...hahaha*

I HaTe tHis PaRt RiGhT HeRe..

Well..to be honest..i can't seem to understand what is going on in my mind..my heart....n... my soul..i let my mind run as wild as it can only to be trip by a branch that has fallen long before i knew and like that branch that once stood proud out of a tree to represent mother gia,my mind knocked hard on solid ground.....my heart was pounding and beating very fast...only responding to the thought of my mind running a race..only to be beaten by others and left to seek its unprecedented stand...it's like...blood is not enough for it to produce..it needs more than that...i can't feel myself anymore..im numb....numb as the kids on eden's lake..numb as thier parents..as numb as 'numb' by linkin park...as numb only the word itself cud understand..when its for the last time...i didn't expect u to just walk away rushing for the train to close...and my soul.....my soul just kept asking...when is she getting me a mate?

i hate this part right here...and i just can't take these tears....

Four lit-tle(britt-ish eccent) word

Let's welcome the ting tings to Singapore now..i know this song is sooo kental..but somehow, it makes me dance & happy...=)

In other retrospect of life, let's see how many four lit-tle (britt-ish eccent again mind you..) word can describe it:

Sick,Fuck,Dumb,Daft,Fool,Love,Hate,Lost, WeLL!

Oh well..* snaps finger *

Daft.

Ever the oracles, we’ve distilled the most interesting things we've learnt...they say we're not suppose to be judgemental on people's life..but eyes are judging you for not judging the outcome of an ever dire predictable situation..if that's the case..i don't bother..i should have known better..*sigh*

Guess i just got to wait for miss serendipity to come knocking on my door...cause i'm done with all this bullshit in life man...everything is so cryptical...yeah sure..why not right? as long as we're happy...wait...i mean you..happy with the decisions you made...how does this whole thing work sia??? gosh...i'm in shambles..daft at the moment..*roll eyes*

You make me throw all the pillows off the bed...then put it all back together again in the morning...

UK

Heart speaking hard...

Oscar,I know you always sit in my room all day long and stare into blank space..i love your scent, your soft body against mine..your smile, your eyes...you know.. there's nothing to be afraid or scared of in this world darling..especially with me..You know i want to be with u so much than anything else in this world..you know i need you in my life more than anyone else...and you know there's nothing else that matters except u...all i need is another chance, another application for us..there's so much more in life to share...there's so much more in life to learn..For what i need is nothing but to love and be love...cause if ur in..im all set for it..=)

Heart speaking hard.

Would you rather follow your heart?

Older people seeking older people.

Let me ask u..What has the world become? Insane..yes..not literally..but yeah..u got my drift..Maybe let's just ask the men in blacks to stop allowing the aliens to come to earth..maybe it'll be less crowded and people won't try and eat each other..

On the other note, if all the older people u know are seeking older people than how are u going to find someone older for yourself? Okay...some of u blur ones might be...what else?? but blurred..(yes correct!) by what the fish in the ocean i am trying to say...i'm not talking about the old folks home people...okay...let me state an example...you like being with a person who are at least a few years older than you right?..alright..at least a year...Then, you found out they like people who are older than them too! wow...great! that really helps...And you ask yourself , how the hell am i going to be happy with someone who's older then? Maybe i should try the old folks home now? wait..im not that desperate...*roll eyes*

Next time i travel...i think i'll buy a lot of perfumes at the DFS...there's happy by clinique, Euphoria by calvin klein...hmmm..what else?...any suggestions? Then i'll always be happy and full of euphoria on me...Note this, on! not in! **bleargh**

Womanizer..

Let it be.

Once upon a time, i lied..yeah...who doesn't? we lied to get what we want, or cover our ass up or just to prevent someone from getting angry? Yeah...ouh come on now, don't try to be a pretentious angel and say "Not me, not i"..Cause it'll be a contradiction to yourself..But, to know the sin that'll be implicated on us, those who aren't so religious will brush it off and say ouh..i'll repent later when wrinkles start to form on my face or when i'm ready..or i'll answer to my own grave..So yeah...

Let's not try and put on our fake front...let's try to be genuine in what we are doing in life..let's love who we really love and try and stick with it...

Other than that....Let it be...

Euphoria. an obsolete expression?

Just as the gate closed, my hopes and dreams were high..to be back home safe..happy in ur arms again...but then again, the weather changes, the stock market changes, the environment changes and of course you change. The euphoria that i thought would be in your hands, has fallen to someone elses.. i guess it doesn't matter now, euphoria seem to change everytime,anytime anyway...it hurts pretty bad though..but i guess if you can't take the pain don't play the game?

Euphoria is such an important vocab..but is it and obsolete expression that can't be judge the means it is from?

Perhaps you could have told me earlier...maybe i could have bought that euphoria perfume by Calvin Klein from the duty free shop at the airport...then i'll have some "Euphoria" with me when im home..*blearghh*