Till the cows come home.

Finally, Im certain about how i feel. 10 long months I tested and challenge myself with situations and other forms of distraction, and at last it came to a conclusion.

That conclusion is a choice and that choice is YOU.

What the hell?

Ridiculously rude people still lives on this earth surface, saying you're not perfect either but you're not humble either. Have you ever look in the mirror and see? Ouh wait, you can only see the ugliness of the physical outside. I suggest you rip yourself apart and clean your dirty heart. You make me sick in the stomach literally. People like this should be burn alive. You go around telling people's mistake when you yourself had done your fair share. I hate people like you who thinks the world revolves around you. Wake up, look in the mirror and see....why can't anyone love me? Think.

And when I converse in the most respectful way I could, I expect the same. Cause if not, I don't think you should consider yourself someone worth knowing to anyone on earth. F-off.

Eeeee neee meee neee mai neee more....

Of all the umbrellas in the world, the only one i've been eyeing for is a colourful Big Rainbow umbrella! Luv Luv Luv it..I get awed everytime someone else opens one infront of me...someone tell me where i can get one...

*I should not sing the Rihanna song now*

Craving for more...

I guess the flashbacks are not enough. I need the real deal soon honey.

Back to reality.

So I'm back. HK was like Sg when we touched down and suddenly it drop 20 degrees the next day. Weird. So guess what. We had chinese food. And i decided to have a bowl of oysters rice in soup which like I expected, I vomit everything out again. So i stayed with eating salmon and sushi almost everyday and sandwhiches, different kind of them altogether. Really love the awesome crayfish wrap.

Disneyland was childish but in a good way.
Shopping was like everyday non-stop, Bought like 8 different perfumes altogether.
Paul Smith having sale so we bought a lot of shit.
Antoine & Manuell was a great exhibition.
Saw a snatch theif incident that was totally ripped off from a HK movie scene.
Great art hostel. Will update pics soon.

Gong Hei Fa Coi!

Nightmare & Dream.

For a bit, I thought everything was for real, until my alarm clock rang and snoozed and rang. Keep on dreaming i got robbed, got raped. So wierd. Damn weird.
I wonder if it's a sign. If it happens, it's going to scare the shit out of me. Been thinking lately if I should get a bike licence. I got the nerve to ride one meh? But between work and home, it's quite a short distance. So maybe I should. But maybe I Should just complete my car licence and get a car..but i don't think im going to commit myself to that kind of thing. We shall see after i'm back from Hong kong. Maybe I should just do it already. I will, I will.

Bizarre Love Triangle

Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through Into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine But it's a problem I find
Living the life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You say the words that I can't say
I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way
I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be

Holidays are over-rated!

Dear HK,

I got $5000++ waiting for you.

Upon arriving, the first thing i'm going to hit is your shopping malls and streets before they close for CNY.

After a satisfied shopping spree. I'll hit your Agnes B. Cafe for a much needed french cuisine. I'm so sorry that I can't enjoy your local dish. I feel like vomitting watching No reservations. Except for the last part, the gastronomical restaurant. That, I'll definitely go.

Then I'll head down to Disneyland where all my princesses, cartoon friends and never ever you forget Mickey and Minnie, to welcome me with arms wide open. They have done you years of service! Never you forget that!

Then prolly i go down to see your big buddha. Depends on my spiritual mood okay. No promises.

3rd day is planned out to be design and arts day. So we will go anything artsy and fartsy!

4th day is already CNY Mah..So since our hotel is just outside your parade square, we will join in the fun and try to blend in with the majority okay. I promise!

On the 5th,6th, I'll be going over to Macau, I'm sorry. I need to leave you for a bit. Don't worry, I'll come back.

On the 7th, I'll be making my way back home to Singapore and thank god that the flight ticket to you and back was for FREE.

Cheers!

P.S
I can't wait for this to happen!

Old habits die hard. Even in mind.

I saw you,I said Hi, you just smiled.

"Where's she?"
"She's with my good friend now"
"Wow. Old habit dies hard aye."
"Yeah."
"Pity. Who you with?"
"The band."
"You got a gig?"
"Yeah. at HOME"
"Cool. Wanna grab coffee?"
" Sure."

We fell in love again. Then, Band says:

Hey! let's go! Everyone started to run. I hugged everyone, except for one.
Who the hell is she?

*Snooze button pressed*
-Blank-
*Alarm clock stop button pressed*
*Shower head raining*
*Clothes on*
*Taxi Hailed*

Mastercard.

I conclude, you can never be with that someone that you are madly in love with. You can only get someone that can love you as dearly and as much as you could have love that very person who you are madly in love with. Once a friend quoted, someone who love you more than you do, will stay with you than those who don't. I feel, all we got to do is to open our hearts, open our minds and rest assured you can be happy. Im not saying if you are madly in love with each other that you should break and find someone that you can love less. I'm sure you're adult enough to think. Though, nowadays, we need materials to survive. We no longer need to hunt for food or climb up a tree to pick it up. All we need is a paper that states a value. God damnm it paper. Yes, paper.

So, a cousin of mine is getting married right. And her dowry is $10,418. why that figure? She's marrying on that date, 18 April 2010.
So grandmother ask, how much is my another cousin asking for ? $8000. The difference? The one getting more has no education, no career, no nothing. and the one asking for $8000 has a diploma and earning. And granmum actaully argued to ask for more. The funny part is, they, amongst cousin are talking and debating on how much one's worth.

And so, they conclude that since I'm with the honours degree and a career that pays more than any of my cosuins, I should asked for more.
A simple sentence that came out from me, I'll do my future husband good and ask him to give me a blank cheque.
Cause honey, I'm PRICELESS.


**A World of unreasonable people.**