Thank you

Trash my thoughts and feelings about you alright...now i felt what cha told me, first you hate the person soo much.. and then you are fine with them..and then hopefully you'll be happy again.. haha for sure..

Glen Hansard - When Your Mind's Made Up

Glen Hansard - When Your Mind's Made Up

So, if you want something
And you call, call
Then'll come running
To fight, and I'll be at your door
When there's something worth running for

When your mind's made up
When your mind's made up
There's no point trying to change it
When your mind's made up
When your mind's made up
There's no point trying to stop it

You see, you're just like everyone
When the shit falls all you want to do is run, away
And hide all by yourself
When you're far from me,
there's nothing else

When your mind's made up
When your mind's made up
There's no point trying to change it
When your mind's made up
When your mind's made up
There's no point even talking

When your mind's made up
When your mind's made up

There's no point trying to fight it
So, if you ever want something
And you call, call
Then I'll come running.

MAYBE You are just right..

You are what you are...and i am what i am...

It's OVER now...

"Take A Bow"
Oh, How about a round of applause,
YeahA standing ovation
Oooooo, YeahYeah, Yeah, Yeah, YeahY
ou look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You’re so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

[Chorus]Don’t tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a showYou really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)
You better hurry up
Before the sprinklers come on (come on)
Talkin’ bout'Girl, I love you, you’re the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on (on)

[Chorus]And don't tell me you’re sorry cuz you’re not
Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me going
But now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow

[Bridge]Oh, And the award forThe best liar goes to you (goes to you)
For making me believe (that you)That you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech,
OhHow about a round of applause
A standing ovation
But you put on quite a showR
eally had me going
Now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it’s over now (But it’s over now)
Go on and take a bow
But it’s over now.....

A new beginning..

yeay!! finally i'm happy again....not thinking so much about what happened...maybe it's true...maybe i should find someone who loves me more than u do...after all...i deserve it right...i'll enjoy life more and im going to accomplish more...yeay!!..

Got my hair cut freaking short today...and Fiona(the hairstylist) keep on asking me whether i was sure...then she told me to look for a style in the mag she gave me to see what kind of style i want...maybe due to the unclarity of my instructions...hahah....but i just told her...u know what..i dun need any style...i'm doing this more of emotionally...i told her...u do ur thang gal!...hahaha..and she cut and cut for 2 hrs...damn nice environment...nice people...i shall recommend PHASE hairdressing for you people..it's super cool and nice!!! 19.50 for wash,cut,style and it's for students like us!! wooohooo!!!!

love my cut!

NEED

I'm Cutting My hair Freaking Short...WOOHOOO!!!!

Restless....Meaningless

There's just soo much in mind..i couldn't possibly fall asleep...I need to find the indicated books by the lecturers so that i can occupy myself and not think so much..maybe reading helps...damn..something's missing....i can't possibly know what it is...as yet..

...im not pretending, and i'm not denying...just thought you were the one...but im done with you and i shall carry on..you will never see the best part of me again...

thanks for making me learnt the hard way...

Morning Rain

The thought of not wanting to call u was engulf by the deep emotional status of dissapearence..and so, i experimented by dialing your numbers and hoping the lady's voice at the end of the tone won't dissapoint me with the unavailability of the receiver..

thank god i wasn't dissapointed, your voice seems cheery, maybe happy that we're no longer together..we talk about normal stuff and every of your words seems to be digging into my heart...

After,tears(mine of course),laughter and promises,we stood by our own two feet, press the end button and moved on with our own life...everyday is a struggle, but i'm glad i've great friends with great great companies...school with political sometimes immature non-students agenda..

Life is full of shitholes, but i just need one....

Make my heart speak!

God will and i shall accept it...it's fate..and we're not fated to be together...

The drug to my pain..

Rest assured..i won't know whether this blog will help me in the endeavours that im facing...the heart aches...the sleepless nights...the sadness or madness...i just want to write and that's all that i want to do to make me stronger than yesterday..as today..i'm weaker than tomorrow...

Losing you is like losing one of my senses..but thank god..i can still survive without it..slowly..day by day..missing...just missing...luckily i'm still schooling..and thank god i still have friends who cares...at least school will occupy me..something that u won't be able to do for the rest of my life...once the sweetest thing...next,the bitterness...

I still remember your mouth..uttered the best words that i've ever heard..now, just nightmares..just thikning of it makes me sick..makes me want to throw up..makes me lose faith..im disgusted by your actions...the abuse,the physical abuse..ouh man..the abuse....and for that i still loved u..im just disgusted..

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