God will and i shall accept it...it's fate..and we're not fated to be together...
Monday, August 11, 2008
The drug to my pain..
Rest assured..i won't know whether this blog will help me in the endeavours that im facing...the heart aches...the sleepless nights...the sadness or madness...i just want to write and that's all that i want to do to make me stronger than yesterday..as today..i'm weaker than tomorrow...
Losing you is like losing one of my senses..but thank god..i can still survive without it..slowly..day by day..missing...just missing...luckily i'm still schooling..and thank god i still have friends who cares...at least school will occupy me..something that u won't be able to do for the rest of my life...once the sweetest thing...next,the bitterness...
I still remember your mouth..uttered the best words that i've ever heard..now, just nightmares..just thikning of it makes me sick..makes me want to throw up..makes me lose faith..im disgusted by your actions...the abuse,the physical abuse..ouh man..the abuse....and for that i still loved u..im just disgusted..
Losing you is like losing one of my senses..but thank god..i can still survive without it..slowly..day by day..missing...just missing...luckily i'm still schooling..and thank god i still have friends who cares...at least school will occupy me..something that u won't be able to do for the rest of my life...once the sweetest thing...next,the bitterness...
I still remember your mouth..uttered the best words that i've ever heard..now, just nightmares..just thikning of it makes me sick..makes me want to throw up..makes me lose faith..im disgusted by your actions...the abuse,the physical abuse..ouh man..the abuse....and for that i still loved u..im just disgusted..
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