With Permission.

Good Lord, I've been hurting myself, I've been hurting my love ones and most of all, I've been hurting you. I thank you for the wealth of happiness and strength you gave me. Please give me the courage to face all my fears. If he's the one, I pray that you give me the serenity to provide and change. I know I've been really bad as your slave for only I care was to serve myself and not you. I went against all odds and even crossed the lines you've drawn. For only I want is to be a better slave for you. For only I need is someone that can guide me through this. You know what's in my heart, you know what's going on in my head. For only I need is for the betterment of my family and the betterment of myself and my environment. I go through this for only if you want me to go through it, even if it's a test. Dear Lord, You know how I feel deep inside. You know every inch of my thoughts and every plans Im making for my future. I hope you've given me the best that you can give. For I know that's what you've always done. All I want is to be a better follower of the Phrophet and your slave. Insya'Allah. Ameen.