I'm A Thief.

You see I'm a thief, who snatch things with consent,
who break into someone's heart and take only what's given.
I try not to give,Cause I know someday I will leave.
I try not to take, and act all fake.

If you stay, I hope it wont be with dismay,
If you decides to leave someday, I will not stop and say "Don't go away".
Even when you look into my eyes and say you love me,
I know in the end, like others we will never be.

Though I will embrace the love that you've given me,
and not pawn it for anything earth can give me,
I'll say I love you when I mean it,
I'll be there for you in whatever you need.

I'm apologizing first and I'll apologize later,
So you'd be ready and won't get more sadder,
Let's take things slowly,
Cause honey, I'm not leaving that early.

-Shaiy- 05/03/10

What the hell was I thinking?!

Egotistical notion.

How can I succumb to your expectations all the time? I got my own ego to deal with. You always think you're more superior than me, that's the only reason it went all in different directions. Even as I'm saying this, you'll say it's all bullshit. You have never stop and think on things that I mentioned about, and yeah, you dont like when people tell you what to do, but have you ever think sometimes it's for the betterment of things?

Thank you for what you have given me, but I've given it all up.

Your EGO has departed.

Till the cows come home.

Finally, Im certain about how i feel. 10 long months I tested and challenge myself with situations and other forms of distraction, and at last it came to a conclusion.

That conclusion is a choice and that choice is YOU.

What the hell?

Ridiculously rude people still lives on this earth surface, saying you're not perfect either but you're not humble either. Have you ever look in the mirror and see? Ouh wait, you can only see the ugliness of the physical outside. I suggest you rip yourself apart and clean your dirty heart. You make me sick in the stomach literally. People like this should be burn alive. You go around telling people's mistake when you yourself had done your fair share. I hate people like you who thinks the world revolves around you. Wake up, look in the mirror and see....why can't anyone love me? Think.

And when I converse in the most respectful way I could, I expect the same. Cause if not, I don't think you should consider yourself someone worth knowing to anyone on earth. F-off.

Eeeee neee meee neee mai neee more....

Of all the umbrellas in the world, the only one i've been eyeing for is a colourful Big Rainbow umbrella! Luv Luv Luv it..I get awed everytime someone else opens one infront of me...someone tell me where i can get one...

*I should not sing the Rihanna song now*

Craving for more...

I guess the flashbacks are not enough. I need the real deal soon honey.