Till the cows come home.

Finally, Im certain about how i feel. 10 long months I tested and challenge myself with situations and other forms of distraction, and at last it came to a conclusion.

That conclusion is a choice and that choice is YOU.

What the hell?

Ridiculously rude people still lives on this earth surface, saying you're not perfect either but you're not humble either. Have you ever look in the mirror and see? Ouh wait, you can only see the ugliness of the physical outside. I suggest you rip yourself apart and clean your dirty heart. You make me sick in the stomach literally. People like this should be burn alive. You go around telling people's mistake when you yourself had done your fair share. I hate people like you who thinks the world revolves around you. Wake up, look in the mirror and see....why can't anyone love me? Think.

And when I converse in the most respectful way I could, I expect the same. Cause if not, I don't think you should consider yourself someone worth knowing to anyone on earth. F-off.

Eeeee neee meee neee mai neee more....

Of all the umbrellas in the world, the only one i've been eyeing for is a colourful Big Rainbow umbrella! Luv Luv Luv it..I get awed everytime someone else opens one infront of me...someone tell me where i can get one...

*I should not sing the Rihanna song now*

Craving for more...

I guess the flashbacks are not enough. I need the real deal soon honey.

Back to reality.

So I'm back. HK was like Sg when we touched down and suddenly it drop 20 degrees the next day. Weird. So guess what. We had chinese food. And i decided to have a bowl of oysters rice in soup which like I expected, I vomit everything out again. So i stayed with eating salmon and sushi almost everyday and sandwhiches, different kind of them altogether. Really love the awesome crayfish wrap.

Disneyland was childish but in a good way.
Shopping was like everyday non-stop, Bought like 8 different perfumes altogether.
Paul Smith having sale so we bought a lot of shit.
Antoine & Manuell was a great exhibition.
Saw a snatch theif incident that was totally ripped off from a HK movie scene.
Great art hostel. Will update pics soon.

Gong Hei Fa Coi!

Nightmare & Dream.

For a bit, I thought everything was for real, until my alarm clock rang and snoozed and rang. Keep on dreaming i got robbed, got raped. So wierd. Damn weird.
I wonder if it's a sign. If it happens, it's going to scare the shit out of me. Been thinking lately if I should get a bike licence. I got the nerve to ride one meh? But between work and home, it's quite a short distance. So maybe I should. But maybe I Should just complete my car licence and get a car..but i don't think im going to commit myself to that kind of thing. We shall see after i'm back from Hong kong. Maybe I should just do it already. I will, I will.

Bizarre Love Triangle

Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through Into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine But it's a problem I find
Living the life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You say the words that I can't say
I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way
I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be