Collar Bone

I need to grow back the things i've lost. I'm always never good for anyone. I wish I could dissapear.

Pissed.

Sick and tired of stupid excuses and bullshits. Can jolly well go suck thumb!

Babies are sick.

Aku mabuk dan pening...

Get well soon honey....=(

P-H-U-K-E-T

Next Stop: Patong Beach, Phuket.

I'm A Thief.

You see I'm a thief, who snatch things with consent,
who break into someone's heart and take only what's given.
I try not to give,Cause I know someday I will leave.
I try not to take, and act all fake.

If you stay, I hope it wont be with dismay,
If you decides to leave someday, I will not stop and say "Don't go away".
Even when you look into my eyes and say you love me,
I know in the end, like others we will never be.

Though I will embrace the love that you've given me,
and not pawn it for anything earth can give me,
I'll say I love you when I mean it,
I'll be there for you in whatever you need.

I'm apologizing first and I'll apologize later,
So you'd be ready and won't get more sadder,
Let's take things slowly,
Cause honey, I'm not leaving that early.

-Shaiy- 05/03/10

What the hell was I thinking?!

Egotistical notion.

How can I succumb to your expectations all the time? I got my own ego to deal with. You always think you're more superior than me, that's the only reason it went all in different directions. Even as I'm saying this, you'll say it's all bullshit. You have never stop and think on things that I mentioned about, and yeah, you dont like when people tell you what to do, but have you ever think sometimes it's for the betterment of things?

Thank you for what you have given me, but I've given it all up.

Your EGO has departed.